Chapter Sixty Seven - Yours Musically

Matt,

I don't know why I'm writing this letter when I can easily text you whatever I wanna say.

Maybe because it's easier and quicker to reply to a text and I'm afraid of what your texts can do to me. What your texts are doing to me.

Right now, it's been a week since the music event. I know I broke your heart but you still haven't given up on us. Please stop. Please stop texting and calling me, if you still haven't by the time this letter reaches you. It's hurting me.

I won't leave this letter at your doorstep. I'm going to post it. Because by the time it turns up into your hands, I will hopefully be gone for summer break. And by the time I come back, you will probably have left for college.

I just wanna say that I love you. That I will always love you. I'm sorry we couldn't make it work and things had to end this way. I hope you can forgive me.

I don't know when I'll see you again. But I hope not anytime soon because I can't go through all this pain again. Yes, I'm hurting too. A lot more than you can imagine. This isn't easy for me either.

Please forgive me, Matty.

You and I can't happen.

I love you

Yours,
Rebekah

I scratched at the last two words and rewrote them.

Yours Musically,
Becks